Some Flowers Only Bloom in the Imagination
For some reason, the last few days have been just….Good. I’m not sure if it’s the meds or just me enjoying life again. Aside from minimal interaction at home with *him again*, working extra hours at work. I haven’t really changed a lot with my meds. I’ve been kind of slack on it actually in [...]
I remember Patrick, though I know that’s not his name. However in my dream, it was. I knew him from a mutual, online female friend, who is no longer a friend. I remember BB getting hurt, and Eddie calling. I remember Patrick having the silliest nickname for his profile, how he was very sporadic about [...]
After doing some heavy thinking I decided I need to compartmentalize people to a certain extent. I like my privacy, which is the reason this blog doesn’t have more followers. I don’t advertise it. Same reason I don’t advertise my Facebook. When I started where I work, I was keen on adding everyone I could. [...]
This blog. In talking with someone recently, I made the comment that my entire life is on this site. Periodically I look back at older posts I’ve made, and I can see what was affecting me at the time. Sometimes I think it helps to look back at where I was, and see if anything [...]
I’m sitting here kind of in shock. I just found out, from a facebook status of a mutual friend and former co-worker, that Judith McFarland passed away. Apparently she collapsed at work, the Holiday Inn Express in Sanford, NC. And never regained consciousness. They think heart attack. Tuesday. I hadn’t seen her since before our [...]